Need Advice From Christians?

Question by Nathan: Need Advice From Christians?
There is something bothering me so much. I always feel like I have done something wrong and that i’m going to go to Hell.

I don’t know how to start this out honestly. But here goes nothing!

I have a phone app and on the phone app I can talk to people. It’s like this! Though the app consist of game forums, ethic forums, movie and music forums and something called Free For All that has no rules.

I’ve used this app for a long time now. And people hate me! Every time I post, there is a couple of people who call me stupid in many ways or just tell me to go die. And i’ll be honest here, when I first used the app, I spammed it so much. Spamming is posting pointless stuff over and over and over just to tick people off. And I lied about doing it. I can’t remember if I lied about other things, but odds are that I have. I also said mean things to people and called them names whenever I got mad.

On the app they wanted to ban Religious Talk and I stood up for it saying that it shouldn’t be banned and all of that and it turned into a heated argument. Some users there made fun of me for being Christian and believing in God and all that. I can’t remember all they said. But it wasn’t good. And I would argue back and say mean things back.

The thing is, I did alot of wrong stuff on there. I been banned on there alot. During all this I was living for Christ but obviously I let my own anger get ahead of me. I guess I wasn’t the best Christian. Wasn’t a good one at all.

But onto recently. I stopped spamming and stopped calling people names and all that bad stuff on there (Been months). They still hate me and make fun of me. For some reason they think i’m always lying and always being a snake. I have said i’m sorry alot but they think its just some kind of scheme to fool people to get the things I want. They call me weak and all of that. I still get into arguments but when I do I never call them names anymore or say mean things. I usually just defend myself. Its hard to explain.

Today, it got bad between someone who says there a Christian Catholic. I was messenging him telling i’m sorry for all the wrong I did and he went on to say how I should pay for the things I did and that i’m still a liar and stuff like that. At some points I tried telling him that Christians should not be against each other and he got to the point where he said “I don’t give a **** about Gods word” “I would love to see you in the deepest pit of Hell” And he’s excuse for saying this stuff is “Do unto those who do unto you”

What he’s saying is that since you were mean to people i’m going to be mean to you. And thats not what a Christian should do right? I have tried and tried to get along with the users there and I have said sorry countless time. The admins there gave me alot of chances and I am thankful for that.

But the thing is, I feel like i’m not going to be forgiven unless they forgive me but they hate me. I just want to make up for the things I did but I can’t. It always turns into someone being harsh to me or saying that i’m just being a snake.

I don’t know. Something just feels wrong. Is there any advice?

Best answer:

Answer by The bible is toilet tissue
Hell is fake stop worrying about that bullshit and just live your life

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