What do you think this means?

Question by silly gringa: What do you think this means?
This poem– correlation to my life and who I am now, I want to know how you all interpret it as just a piece of literature about a stranger. What does it mean to you?

In a dream I was a werewolf
My soul was filled with crystal light
Lavender ribbons of rain sang
Ridding my heart of mortal fight

Broken sundown, fatherless showdown
Gun hip swollen lip bottle sip yeah I s u c k d i c k
Lose grip on gravity falls sky blinding crumbling walls
Rivers sweep away my memories of
Children’s things, a young mother’s love
That lived before the yearning song of flesh on flesh
Young hearts burst open wounds bleed fresh

A young brother skinny and tall my older walks
Oceanward and somber, slumber sleeping
Flowers in the water,
But I’m just his daughter
Walking down an icy grave
leading to my schizophrenic father.
Weeping willow won’t you wallow louder
Searching for my father’s power

He’s a black magic wielder some say a witch say
Wielded darkness when he was left with her mistakes
Unborn child growing up alone I was the bastard that broke
Up the marriage evil doer doing evil from a baby carriage

But he was born with the same blue eyes
Crystal ships dripping with ice, diamonds coruscate
In the night fireworks electric bright
And now he’s got his own two sons
Tried to hide his tears in a world of fun
But loveless bedrooms filled with doom
Bring silent heartache July to June
Swoon over new young hot flame
Mourn the memories later
Laugh now as you hate her

Oh in a dream
My father came to me
And made me swear that I’d keep
What scared me (to me)
And if I get the choice
To live in his name
to pray my way through the rain
Singing ‘oh happy day’

I don’t mean to close the door but
for the record
my heart is broken
You blew through me like bullet holes
Left stains on my sheets and stains on my soul
You left me broke down begging for change
Had to catch a ride with a man who’s deranged
He had your hands and my father’s face
Another western vampire different time same place

I have dreams that bring me sadness
Pain much deeper than that river
Sorrow flow through me in tiny waves of shivers
Corny movies make me reminisce
Beat me down easy on this generic love s h i t
First kiss frog and princess

tell me how to get out of this one

Best answer:

Answer by cheyenne
I believe the person is a bit confused. from what it seems like the person is searching for that father daughter connection she never had because it seems her father didn’t want her. And now she faces a broken heart she cant mend

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